Wednesday, May 27, 2009

What's on my mind today

My son, Aaron (19), left home about a year ago, and it has been very hard for me to accept. He left on bad terms, and has been living with people that are bad influences ever since. He has worked very hard to separate himself from his family, which I find so hard to take, mainly because my family is so close! We spend almost every weekend with my parents, my brother and sister-in-law and their kids, and sometimes even my youngest brother and his fiance. I know my family is unique, and I am proud of that!

Which makes this separation that my son is doing so difficult to understand. His latest decision was to move out of state with the family he is currently living with. I just know that it will not last and he will be asking for help sometime soon, and I tried to talk him out of it but it didn't work. I just need to pray that God give me the strength to "let go and let God" when it comes to Aaron. I cannot make decisions for him anymore, and I have to let him learn from his mistakes. And I will pray for him in the mean time...

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